This week I have decided feeling sorry for myself will not make me happy or get me what I want from life. I need to take life in hand and make things better and change my outlook. I think if I look more positively on life I will be happier, other in my life will be happier and maybe I will make more new friends, make the relationship I have with current friends stronger, and maybe just maybe meet someone who can make me happy.
I have done something this week that if you asked me this time last week..'would you consider a holiday all on your own in a foreign country'... I would have ran for the hills! But I took this new positive outlook on board and on some sound advice from family and friends... took that leap and booked a holiday on my own for six weeks time. Now stupid or brave im not sure right now but its gotta be a step in the right direction to make things better for myself!
I have realised how much good friends make life better, challenge you to do more things and most importantly know how to make you feel better. And girls (you know who you are), last night was the best night in YEARS! I let my hair down, and for the first time in as long as I can remember I felt good about myself and maybe just maybe realised im not THAT bad afterall!
